25 de setembre de 2010

My Date With(OUT) You


I was sleeping in my bed when my phone rang. I got up and picked up my telephone. I never imagine that he called me at half past five. He wanted to see me in his house to speak a little bit. I was sleepy and I wouldn't go, but he insisted that he come home for me, and later, I would sleep at his house. I accepted.
At quarter to six he rang the door. Later he drove his car to his house, and I got down from his car. When we where in his room, he looked at me with wet eyes, nearly to started to cry. I didn't know what to say, what to do. I tried to hug him, but he pushed me out around him. He look me, eye to eye, and the only thing he got to say, was: “I'm very cross with you, I never imagine all the pain you can make me feel”. Then, I started to cry. I didn't know what to say, I never wanted to hurt him, but I did.

We spoked a lot of time, to tried to fix things, but the only thing I did, was spoil everything.

Yes, it was the end between us, and I don't know what he feels now or what he things about me; but I'm all right, because I know what I want, and I don't want to feel more pain as I felt that night.